Little League WORLD SERIES!!!!!!!!!

OK so the 13 year old Little League WORLD SERIES for Babe Ruth Baseball is in Murray Utah this week! And today was the opening ceremonies and the first 4 games of the tournament! They had the most amazing fireworks ever! And of course my daddy is one of the 6 umpires for the tournament, which is why i got to go to these cool things today! I love watching him do something he loves and is excited about and is good at! If you want to know more about the games and the park and stuff you should go to this website. http://www.baberuthleague.org/world-series/locations/13YOWSLocation.html I am like a Babe Ruth Spokesperson now!!! ha. Not really! i just had a lot of fun at the park today!

Day 1 of THIRD grade!!!!

So today was my first day of THIRD grade! I was so nervous. I have been stressing about it for weeks now! I was making myself sick worrying about everything, i just wanted it all to be great! I was also worried that they would be so little!! BUT it went well! I loved my kids. It was so different! I only have 21 kids, thats so crazy compared to 31, 6th graders!!! They were a lot of fun. Very chatty! But really cute. One girl even saved a carrot at lunch for Bella. (our class bunny) It was very very different, and a new experience but i really liked it! And most of all i am so relived that it went well and i dont have to stress as much anymore!

I was so happy with how the day went, after school i went out and bought myself new shoes!! haha i know i know silly, but i was really happy today! I hope it stays great and i hope that 3rd grade is a great experience!!!!

Happier post! Full of fun!!

This week was the Salt Lake County Fair. I got to go twice. The first time was with my sister and her kids and Mikel and Kristen and her kids. We just walked around, and went to the petting zoo and the kids rode a pony. It was awesome!

The second time was with Kristen and Eric and Mikel and Kristen's daughter. We went to the demolition derby. It was so much fun! And we got out picture holding a Walaroo! How cute!

There are also some other pictures of the mountains. We were eating around the fire and a deer was right across the creek! It was beautiful! I love love love being outdoors especially in the mountains!!

I am so grateful to have fun things like this to do to help me relax and not worry so much! It also helps to be surrounded by such amazing people that i love!!!

Why is life so crazy?!

Ok so First of all, WARNING this is going to be a major vent session, since i think it is safe to say, Not too many people are reading this anyway, and i am not sure who to talk to... SO i get to write about it instead.

Ever feel like the whole world is right in front of you and all you want is the choice you left behind?

I swear you finally get life figured out even a little bit and POOF it all rains again. I felt like i was really getting back on my game. Happy, for the most part. Content with life, accomplishing goals. And all of a sudden the entire world is glistening in the path ahead and then suddenly somewhere deep inside you stop to think... "Wait a second I want to be back where i was a few months ago."

I miss My relationship with Spencer. That is no lie. And it is no surprise to those of you that know me. He was in fact a huge part of my life. It has been hard to get past the life i had with him. I finally got to the point where I could break away from him, and move on. It was not easy, by any means, but i knew i had to do it. Then i was ok. I knew i was moving to the right path. And making goals again in life. And then of course, Now i am getting hit yet again with pain. Just when you think you have made it through the darkness and mess of a relationship gone wrong, it hits you again! You start to miss them, and wonder what you could have done differently to make it all work. It is a back and forth up and down emotional roller coaster!!

Not to mention i am kinda freaked out about starting a new grade this year. It is like being a first year teacher all over again! I have had to recreate the way i teach! It has been very stressful and overwhelming! And i am 2 weeks away from starting school and already working my butt off everyday to get ready! And stressing the first day of school! I have been so nervous and stressed it has literally made me sick! So apart from having a constant headache, and wanting to throw up =) Life is good.

3 Cheers for being 25, not married, no children, and doubting your Career path!

More Bella

I have never had a Bunny... She has been quite the handful! But I love her guts!!! Even when she pees on my favortie blanket! Or on the Table just after i clean her cage!!!And even when she wakes me up banging her food dish around carrying it from one side of the cage to the other!!!! Still love her!